Homesick.

It has been over a year

and a lot has happened in 

these 12 months [[and counting]]

I've been to a lot of places

seen a lot of people

and experienced a lot of things

but I haven't been back to Brazil all this time

I left [[Brazil]] with intentions of coming back

I wasn't prepared for my life to take such a crazy but wonderful turn

I didn't say goodbye properly, I didn't pack my things

I am a year and a few months in of missing a small part of me

Although I am happy with the changes 

and the special someone God has put in my life

[[my wonderful boyfriend Julian]]

he is the reason I am where I am today

[[ a happy place ]]

but I just can't help missing my family and friends

and most of all....

 missing the chaotic but beautiful country I call home

Some days I just miss it so much

that it literally hurts me inside

Destiny placed me so far from home,

and although I can't complain about a thing

[[live has been good to me]]

I can't help the tears from running down 

when the words B R A Z I L 

comes across my mind.

I guess every one that is far from home

gets a little 

homesick sometimes.