CRY OUT

Ahh..I hate that feeling when you know you're  going to cry. 

 Your lips quiver,

your heart pounds,

 your eyes sting.

Your face clenches up and then

the tears starts to fall...

You cant stop them from running down your cheek

No matter how hard you try.

 And its not little tears that are sliding down your cheek,

 its big tears that makes your eyes all red and puffy,

 and your face tear stained and ur body heave

The big ones that makes you fear if you speak or open your mouth

that your eyes will get filled up a lot quicker

and the tears will run down faster with ease

and than you really lose any type of control

you were trying to have over the tears from coming

While you sit there and try to control

 you think you think what you could have possibily done

 to have prevented that suffering,

 that pain or that reason that caused those tears.

 You just want to stop the suffering

Stop this, and stop what you are going through, and take the tears back

But there is nothing you can do or nothing anyone can say.

its the kind of tears and pain that needs to be cried out, not talked out.

And even though you know you might be hurting people that you love,

you dont care, because right now crying is consoling you

and you dont care whos hurting from watching you

you cry. You just want to cry

and it is okay

CRY OUT LOUD

if it helps

Trust me, I know