Go to the GYM

HAHAHAHA.....

Hi, This is me!

(the picture above)

Ok Ok Ok,

Its not the real me as you can see, , , ,

 its obviously a cartoon image of a male.

But hey, it feels like me in the inside,

and it sure fits my description,

(except for the hairy face and stomach lol)

so Just a few months ago,

I was so proud of my fit, tan, in shape body

that i had worked all summer long to adquire.

I  had the picture perfect frame I always dreamed of

and it was a a combination of

 eating correctly and working out regularly.

NOW,

since I moved to a new city, state, COUNTRY

I feel like a blob of fatness.

If you convert my belly fat into amounts of food

there would be enough to feed a small army

but here is the deal

I love working out at the GYM,

it keeps me motivated

energized

fit

and sane

And this "adapting to a new environment" thing

totally took me off my peak, and routine

so Im eating more.

A LOT more

and not working out, at all

And... it doesn't help the fact

I like cooking, and if there isn't anyone to eat my food, I eat it lol

Thank God I have a very healthy boyfriend, with a big appetite

 I try feed my him triple the size of what an average persons daily portion

But, sometimes, I end up eating with him.

and if you let me

I"ll eat just as much as my 6 foot 9 and 250 pounds boyfriend.

It seems like. . . the more he eats the faster he seems to shed pounds.

and he is never happy about losing the weight.

HELLO?

Roles are definitely reversed in this household.

I get fat just eating air.....

while he loses weight inhaling Mcdonalds factory

GRRRR.

Ok, don't get me wrong, im not a binge eater,

I just sound like that.

lol.

I might. . . .might.. binge sometimes,

but I never feel bad, or purge

so it not a disease

its just GREEDINESS

So those of you who watches those E! shows

don't jump to assumptions and intervene me lol

sooo..

lately

the greediness has caught up to me

and my favorite jeans are tight on me

FML really HARD

but the good news is...

IM JOINING THE GYM

 next week.

and

getting a trainer

making me a little more happy

because to be honest

Being skinny just taste better